Dharma Shells

what does faith in practice mean? what to do about it? what do koei and eshin have to say in return to these ideas? and what medicine is left by old wise folk like the old buddha called dogen? episode five - crisis of faith, features a conversation between Zen Priest Eshin and Shingon Priest Koei regarding the universal experience of facing a crisis of faith within a spiritual practice. The discussion explores how these challenges are not just inevitable but are actually essential components of the path of awakening. Key themes discussed include: Defining Faith: The speakers contrast the Abrahamic definition of faith with the Buddhist perspective, which they describe as trusting in the way (5:45). This trust is seen as an ongoing, natural part of practice rather than a static belief system.Managing Practice Cycles: The hosts discuss the ebb and flow of intensity in practice. They emphasize that periods where practice feels like a chore or leads to burnout are not signs of failure, but rather opportunities to reorient oneself toward stillness and silence (24:58). The Role of Doubt: Both priests agree that doubt is natural and often acts as a catalyst for growth. They share personal stories of returning to practice after feeling disconnected, highlighting the importance of not adding "extra" guilt to the process (21:12). Practical Advice: They suggest that when formal rituals become difficult, one should focus on the basics—such as studying, chanting, or simply being present—rather than forcing a rigid routine (32:58). The goal is to nurture a personal, sustainable motivation rather than chasing specific, immediate results (57:26). The conversation concludes with a dedication of merit, reminding listeners that the goal of their practice is to understand that the current moment, in all its simplicity, is already enough (58:44).

here in episode four, eshin asks koei to explain more about shingon. Key themes discussed: The Nature of Visualization (1:20 - 4:00): Koei explains that visualization in Shingon is not about external worship, but a way to focus the mind to recognize qualities of the Buddhas—such as radiant illumination—as inherent to oneself. This is part of the "three mysteries" of body, speech, and mind. Practices and Training (7:10 - 8:35): The hosts discuss the four-fold preliminary training known as Shido , which involves mudras, mantras, and visualization. These rituals act as a means to invite and make offerings to Buddhas. The Significance of Mantras (17:00 - 22:00): Koei clarifies the role of mantras (true words). He notes that while Sanskrit origins are crucial for preserving specific vibrations and meanings, Shingon often uses these sounds as tools for deeper reflection on the qualities of various deities. Universal Interconnection (31:00 - 32:30): The conversation concludes on the concept of Indra’s net, where individual ritual spaces reflect the entire universe. Both priests agree that whether sitting as a Buddha in Zen or moving as a Buddha in Shingon, the practice is about attuning oneself to an awareness that is already present everywhere.

in this episode, we discuss the supernatural in buddhism, some of what spirits and deities mean, what the buddhas and bodhisattvas mean, and how we regard so much of the intangible from our respective positions. and furthermore, what might this all mean for regular folks.

dharma shells episode two finds koei and eshin responding to a wonderful, poignant question about suffering in the world. we couldn't possibly say everything in one episode, so we have left this as a start. perhaps you will have some important reflections!

Koei and Eshin give a brief(ish) introduction to ourselves, and a little bit about the workings of causes and conditions that led us into our work in the buddha dharma.