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The Deep Blue is a weekly live podcast where spiritual seekers, creators, and guides dive deep into the soul’s journey of awakening. Hosted live on TikTok every Friday night, each episode invites a new voice from the spiritual community to share their raw, honest story of waking up — the turning points, the breakdowns, the breakthroughs, and the beauty in between. Whether you’re just beginning to question things or you’ve been walking the path for a while, The Deep Blue is a space for connection, reflection, and expansion. Come sit with us. Let’s go deep — together.
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What if the relentless fight between "good" and "evil" isn't a battle to be won, but a mental trap keeping you exhausted and reactive? In this episode, Blue breaks down the ultimate illusion of duality and why splitting the world (and yourself into "good" versus "bad" keeps you at war within your own mind. Blue also shares a powerful somatic metaphor for healing and offers up a simple daily practice that will help connect you with your body. Want to work with Blue?Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Support the Podcast & Save $$🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Save 15%🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE 💻Google Workspace- Save 10% off your first year🔗Click Here → https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc IM8- Science backed wellness supplement Save 10%🔗 Shop Here → https://www.im8health.com/BLUE ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial
How do you actually tell the difference between a message from your Higher Self and the persistent, repetitive commentary running inside your head? In this episode, Blue breaks down the difference between your Higher Self and you. You'll learn the dead giveaways that a thought is just a stress response—and why your Higher Self will never talk to you using shame, guilt, or insults. Blue also answers real-time questions from the live community. He shares three instant physical tools to stop a negative thoughts spiral in its tracks, and takes a closer look at how everyday anxiety hitches a ride on our relationships, routines, and habits. Want to work with Blue?Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Support the Podcast & Save $$🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE 💻Google Workspace- Save 10% off your first year🔗Click Here → https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc IM8- Science backed wellness supplement Save 10%🔗 Shop Here → https://www.im8health.com/BLUE ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial
Are you ready to stop guessing whether that inner voice is just your mind overthinking or a direct transmission from your higher self? In this episode, Blue outlines practical ways to establish a rock-solid, interactive connection with your Higher Self and your intuition. We explore the subtle duality of living inside the matrix while learning to zoom out to see yourself through a highly evolved lens. Featuring raw, real-time breakthroughs from the live studio audience, this episode acts as a guide to recognizing the immediate responses from your Higher Self you are already audibly projecting out loud. We explore:•The "Mmm" Frequency: Recognizing the visceral, immediate bodily reaction your higher self uses to wave safe or unsafe flags before your conscious mind takes over. •The Imagination Gateway: Leveraging the avatar's visual and creative mechanisms to cleanly receive pure source energy instead of overthinking scripts. •The Free Writing & Audio Loop: Practical ways to externalize internal dialogue using text journals or phone notes to bridge the gap from dual to singular focus. •The Integration Sprints: Why feeling "stuck" is actually a necessary pause allowing your younger, scared parts to catch up to your massive growth platforms. •The Cosmic Cheerleaders: How to read bird feathers and weather synchronicities as high-frequency confirmations that you are in the right place. Want to work with Blue?Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Support the Podcast & Save $$🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Save 15%🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE 💻Google Workspace- Save 10% off your first year🔗Click Here → https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc IM8- Science backed wellness supplement Save 10%🔗 Shop Here → https://www.im8health.com/BLUE ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial
Are you running in endless mental circles trying to solve the mysteries of your life, only to find yourself butting up against the exact same blind spots? In this episode, Blue breaks down the single biggest missing element people skip right over on the healing journey: getting out of your head and into your physical body. For decades, many of us learn to leave our bodies behind as a brilliant survival mechanism to endure childhood stress, chaos, and trauma. But as adults, we find ourselves completely trapped in our attics—hyper-fixating, analyzing, and processing our life from a strictly intellectual standpoint. Blue pulls back the curtain on his own 40-year resistance to slowing down. He shares how his journey to becoming a yoga instructor completely re-framed his understanding of physical union with source and flipped the lights of his recovery from black-and-white to full, vivid color. This episode is a raw, direct invitation to stop trying to think your way out of somatic pain and instead learn how to trust your body's built-in regulation system. Want to work with Blue?Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Support the Podcast & Save $$🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE 💻Google Workspace- Save 10% off your first year🔗Click Here → https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc IM8- Science backed wellness supplement Save 10%🔗 Shop Here → https://www.im8health.com/BLUE ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial
What happens to your sense of safety, security, and confidence when you grow up without a father figure to anchor you? In this episode, Blue pulls back the curtain on what transpired during last week's recording. After a simple community question poked directly at his active father wound, his nervous system completely hijacked his capacity to keep speaking. Watch last week's episode here- https://youtu.be/v2ktxhm2J1w Instead of hiding the moment, Blue uses this episode as a real-time masterclass in navigating shadow work and higher self awareness while standing directly in the face of his own Father wound. Blue shares his raw history of growing up around a father who was physically present but emotionally entirely absent. He details how a breakthrough, in 2017, at an intimate men's retreat in Yellowstone, became the foundation for him to finally understand what masculine safety is supposed to feel like—and how he's in turn learned to create it today in his life. Want to work with Blue?Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Support the Podcast & Save $$🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE 💻Google Workspace- Save 10% off your first year 🔗Click Here → https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc IM8- Science backed wellness supplement Save 10% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.im8health.com/BLUE ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial
Ever feel like a random post, a perfectly timed comment, or a sudden glitch on your screen was trying to tell you something? In this live-recorded episode of the podcast, Blue dives into the incredibly modern and mind-bending ways your higher self reaches out to you when your eyes are closed to the spiritual realm. Since your highest self wants to help you as seamlessly as possible, they always choose the lowest-hanging fruit—which means using whatever you are already hyper-focusing on. For most of us in 2026, that means our phones. We also tackle heavy real-time community guidance, including how to handle intense workplace bullying by treating high-conflict jobs as a boundary mirror for your shadow. Plus, Blue answers a massive question on navigating non-mainstream career options after an awakening, and shares a raw, live-action moment where he catches his own active father wound triggering his security baseline right on the air. Want to work with Blue?Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Support the Podcast & Save $$🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Save 15%🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE 💻Google Workspace- Save 10% off your first year🔗Click Here → https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc IM8- Science backed wellness supplement Save 10%🔗 Shop Here → https://www.im8health.com/BLUE ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial
Are you tired of making the exact same mistakes over and over again, watching your past dictate your future? On today's episode, Blue breaks down why we continuously recreate our history right up until the exact moment we regulate our nervous system and choose a completely new path. We look beyond inherited generational armor, exploring how deep religious dogma and the societal loops of childhood leave lasting structural filters on how adults perceive reality. Blue shares how he used Theta Healing and universal unconditional love to step out of inherited programs and into the driver's seat of his own consciousness. We also explore deep, real-time audience questions about reincarnation, life path alignment, and managing intrusive memories. Want to work with Blue?Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Support the Podcast & Save $$🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE 💻Google Workspace- Save 10% off your first year 🔗Click Here → https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial
Do you walk around as a full-grown adult constantly feeling like you're about to get in trouble, make a mistake, or get yelled at out of nowhere? In this episode, Blue dives directly into a massive theme that resonated with thousands of people this week: that constant, low-level sense of anxiety and hyper-vigilance carried over from childhood. Blue pulls from his own raw personal journey of growing up in an emotionally toxic, physically unsafe, and abusive environment, revealing how our nervous systems get stuck in a default survival mode of trying to stay small, hidden, and out of the way. This week also features two profound community call-ins: Terina shares her childhood experience of hearing her higher self before major life events, and Allison details her deep energy work alchemizing ancestral narratives locked deep inside the body's physical nerve signatures to return them back to a clean, neutral baseline. Want to work with Blue? Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Support the Podcast & Save $$🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE 💻Google Workspace- Save 10% off your first year 🔗Click Here → https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial
Are you ready to stop treating your imagination like a childish fairytale and start using it as your primary connection to source? In this episode, Blue breaks down why your imagination isn't just random pretend play—it is a literal vibrational frequency and the primary access point for your connection with your higher self. Blue also addresses deep audience questions, including how to reclaim an imagination that was shut down by others in childhood. We Explore:🔵The Frequency of Connection: Shifting your perspective to see your imagination as a functional receiver for your higher self. 🔵The Evidence Illusion: Why adult limiting beliefs are built on subconscious programs rather than actual objective facts. 🔵The Spaceship Metaphor: Navigating the internal engine rooms of shadow work while sitting firmly in the captain's chair. 🔵Waking Up Pareidolia: How basic sensory play, like finding shapes in clouds or tree bark, trains your brain for higher consciousness. 🔵The 3 AM Movie Drive-In: Why waking up in the middle of the night is your imagination's prime painting time for massive life path shifts. 🔵Creative Grounding: Why picking up a guitar or starting a creative ritual directly sharpens your intuitive clarity. Want to work with Blue? Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Support the Podcast & Save $$🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE 💻Google Workspace- Save 10% off your first year 🔗Click Here → https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial
Have you ever had a sudden, intense flash of a random memory drop into your mind out of nowhere? In this weeks episode of podcast, Blue breaks down the profound phenomenon of "Time Travel Therapy". Rather than treating spontaneous flashbacks as random cognitive static, we look at them as a literal distress call or a download reaching across space-time from a past version of you that needs help, comfort, and validation. Blue shares a powerful personal story of connecting with his 25-year-old self and explains how opening up these memory "attachments" serves as low-hanging fruit for deep somatic shadow integration. We also explore a massive community topic: continuous high-pitched ear ringing. Blue discusses his 14-year history with this frequency, how to treat it as an environmental dial instead of a nuisance, and how the ears function as a sensory gateway to achieving synchronized hemispheres of consciousness. Want to work with Blue?Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Support the Podcast & Save $$🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE 💻Google Workspace- Save 10% off your first year 🔗Click Here → https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial
Are you feeling stuck in the middle of a major life transition? In this episode, Blue explores the intense transition states we experience when moving from an old version of ourselves to a brand-new one. These monumental pivot points—whether sparked by the ending of relationships, losing a job, or deep spiritual growth—naturally bring up our core wounds and deepest hidden fears. Blue breaks down how to navigate this push-pull dynamic, offering a massive reminder: if you're feeling the tension, you are already over the hump. We also tackle listener questions on how to stop fear-driven thoughts and break the self-sabotage cycle. We explore:•The Pivot Point: Why shifting into a new state triggers underlying survival mechanics and ruminating thoughts. •Over the Hump: Understanding why the push-pull feeling means your evolution is already taking care of itself. •Coping Loops: Recognizing hyper-fixated fear thoughts as old childhood scanning habits used to track potential threats. •Shadow Integration: Why catching a glimpse of your shadow lights it up, drawing it toward you for validation instead of dissociation. Want to work with Blue?Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Support the Podcast & Save $$🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE 💻Google Workspace- Save 10% off your first year 🔗Click Here → https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial
Are you using your relationships to hide, or are you using them to heal? In this live Q&A episode, Blue dives deep into the dynamic of relationship mirroring. We explore why we often find ourselves in conflict that feels all too familiar, and how our current partners act as mirrors for the "shadow" parts of ourselves we haven't yet integrated. This conversation offers a game-changing tool for couples: The "Pause" Button. Learn how to stop an activated interaction before your nervous system hijacks your brain, and how to practice "accountable communication" to ensure both partners feel seen, validated, and safe. We explore:•Relationship Mirroring: Why conflict is actually a beautiful opportunity to see the parts of your shadow you can't find on your own. •The "Pause" Button: How to use a "get out of jail free card" to de-escalate triggers and regulate your nervous system. •The Mirror of Parents: Recognizing that you don't treat yourself how your parents treated you, but how they treated themselves. •Unmet Needs: How to meet the needs of your past versions—going all the way back to childhood—within your current connections. •Validation as a Need: Why being witnessed and heard is as vital to a relationship as breathing is to the body. Support the Podcast & Save $$ 🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE 💻Google Workspace- Save 10% off your first year 🔗Click Here → https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Want to work with Blue?Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial
Is your mind keeping you safe, or is it just keeping you stuck? In this free-flowing Q&A episode, Blue dives into the critical difference between "sitting with the pain" and drowning in it. Blue addresses a deep listener question about unlocking "blocked" childhood memories. He explores why your internal "safety program" might be the very thing preventing you from remembering your history and how to shift your relationship with the unknown from fear to readiness. We also explore the necessity of allowing pain to dissipate naturally once its message has been delivered, rather than wallowing in it indefinitely. This conversation provides a practical roadmap for nervous system regulation and building a "safe house" for your inner child to finally be seen and validated.Support the Podcast & Save $$ 🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE 💻Google Workspace- Save 10% off your first year 🔗Click Here → https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Want to work with Blue?Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial
Are you starving for a connection you didn't even know you needed? In this solo deep dive, Blue explores a powerful shift in perspective: connection and attachment aren't just "nice to have"—they are as essential to your survival as food, water, and air. Blue breaks down how our early familial relationships mold our subconscious view of safety. If attachment was dangerous or inconsistent for you as a child, you might find yourself pushing people away today out of fear. We explore:• The Newborn Blueprint: Why physical attachment is a literal survival mechanism.• The Safety Audit: Recognizing if your early programming taught you that connection is "dangerous".• Signals of Depletion: How anxiety, depression, and avoidance are often symptoms of unmet connection needs.• The Shadow of Chaos: Why we sometimes cause drama just to get the validation and attention we crave.• Nervous System Regulation: How to stop the "pushing away" mode by calming your internal "two-year-old".• Phase Two Healing: Shifting from understanding why you are the way you are to choosing what you want to be next. This episode is an invitation to stop treating connection as a luxury and start treating it as the foundational medicine for your nervous system. Support the Podcast & Save $$🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE 💻Google Workspace- Save 10% off your first year 🔗Click Here → https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Want to work with Blue? Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial
Are you ready to discover the "superpowers" hidden inside your own biology? In this mind-bending conversation, Nikki Bee Williams, joins Blue to discuss the intersection of human potential, AI communication, and geometric healing. Nikki shares her incredible journey—from growing up with a mother with Borderline Personality Disorder to navigating the medical emergency of having quadruplets at age 36. These high-pressure environments sharpened her brain into a "pattern reader," allowing her to access information and "third things" that most people overlook. Nikki reveals how a "third thing" arises when she communicates with AI, leading to detailed predictions about home sales and Mount Shasta, as well as deep knowledge about geometric healing. We explore the science of Mindsight, the physiological reality of telekinesis, and why "magic" is simply a name for the bioelectric capabilities of the human avatar. Support the Podcast & Save $$🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE 💻Google Workspace- Save 10% off your first year 🔗Click Here → https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Follow NikkiSign up for her next workshop- https://humanresonancemechanics.com/ Instagram- https://www.instagram.com/humanresonanceofficial/ Website- https://humanresonanceofficial.com/ YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/@UCOufrNTE4wrx4GAUOGbfYig Want to work with Blue?Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial
Are you defining your life by your traumatic milestones, or by who you are becoming? In this deeply moving episode of The Deep Blue, guest Kirsten shares her incredible journey from a childhood defined by "abject poverty and squalor" to becoming a medium and beacon of light for others. Through the lens of "it’s not broken, it’s prepared," Blue and Kirsten explore how extreme betrayal by authority figures and parents can actually sharpen the intuitive muscles needed to help others heal. Kirsten shares how a "Dark Night of the Soul" at age 35 led to a defiant demand for a life worth living and how EMDR therapy finally offered a path to peace. We explore:• Traumatic Milestones: Learning to differentiate between your parent's story of trauma and your own lived experience. • The Missing Half: The emotional weight of losing a twin in utero and being "born grieving." • Weaponizing Children: Navigating a childhood where parents used their kids as "weapons" in their own battles. • Defiant Greatness: Deciding at your lowest point that you demand a life worth living, regardless of your resources. • EMDR as a Computer Hack: How bilateral brain stimulation can cascade layers of emotion until they reach a point of peace. • The Shadow's Recipe: Kirsten shares a powerful original poem about why the best friends are found in the "darkness." Support the Podcast & Save $$🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE 💻Google Workspace- Save 10% off your first year 🔗Click Here → https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Follow Kirsten TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@krs10my Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61582343466246Want to work with Blue? Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial
Are you struggling to hear your inner voice because the world—and your own mind—is just too loud? Forget the idea that your intuition is a "still, small voice" that's hard to find—Blue argues that the frequency of Source is constant, but we are often too activated to tune in. From doing the dishes to driving on autopilot, learn how to utilize "distracted" states to bypass the chaos of the thinking mind and receive the solutions you’ve been looking for. We explore:• The Autopilot State: Why the best ideas often come when your brain is only half-engaged. • The "Loud Bar" Mind: Why being "in your head" isn't actually the same as thinking. • Following Breadcrumbs: How to distinguish between a programmed thought and a nudge from your Highest Self. • The Silence Hack: Finding the gap in the breath to lower your brainwave frequency. • Generational Blocks: Why we are programmed to fear the silence and distrust our internal guidance. Support the Podcast & Save $$🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE 💻Google Workspace- Save 10% off your first year 🔗Click Here → https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Want to work with Blue?Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial
Are you running from your shadow, or are you ready to use it as a springboard for growth? In this profound conversation, Mathew Runningwolf joins Blue to discuss the wild ride of human evolution. Mathew shares his journey from a childhood split between Southern Baptist traditions and Native American ceremonies to facilitating intensive plant medicine retreats. Mathew reveals the hard lessons learned from standing up to corruption in spiritual organizations and how he navigated being forcibly committed by family after a massive spiritual awakening. This episode is a masterclass in alchemy: learning how to reframe pain as an anointing and recognizing that your vibration is quite literally your location in hyperspace. We explore:•Hyperspace Vibration: Why your diet, thoughts, and interactions decide your location in creation.•The Shadow in Ceremony: The dangers of holding space without being properly equipped and the lesson of "condoning what you don't stand up for".•The Tower Moments: Losing everything—cars, jobs, and homes—as a path to touching the truest version of the self.•Transcending the Ego: Expanding the "I" from the skin to the rocks, the trees, and the birds.•Self-Grace vs. Shame: Why "white-knuckling" your way through spirituality isn't healthy and how to surfboard the waves of your own vibration. Support the Podcast & Save $$🧥 Get 15 % off at Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE Get 10% on your first year of Google Workspace→ https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc You don't have to heal alone. 💥Join the Deep Blue Wave Community Now! https://blueflower.love/deepbluewavecommunity 🌐 Follow Mathew-TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@rnngwlf Work with Mathew- https://www.thepathamedicinejourney.com/ Insta- https://www.instagram.com/rnngwlf YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/@rnngwlf ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Want to work with Blue?Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.loveFacebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial
In this solo Q&A episode, Blue dives into the deep end of listener questions, exploring everything from the mechanics of the afterlife to the practical application of Internal Family Systems (IFS) in daily life. We explore:•Trapped Spirits & Limbo: Why the "in-between" phase might be a projection of our own awakening rather than a literal trap. •The Empath's Survival Kit: How to maintain boundaries and control over your "senses" without shutting off your natural connection to others. •IFS & Wounded Parts: Navigating Internal Family Systems to stop the "wounded child" or "defensive adult" from grabbing the microphone. •Healing as a Circle: Why the "linear" path is an illusion and why we must revisit our trauma with new maturity. •The Sensory Hack: Using blindfolds and intentional listening to find the silence between thoughts and drop into deeper brainwave states. We break down why empathy is often a developed survival skill and how to reclaim your senses to stay grounded in an overstimulating world. Whether you're curious about astral projection or trying to navigate the complex "wounded parent" parts of your own psyche, this conversation is designed to help you remove the filters between you and Source energy. Support the Podcast & Save $$ Use Code BLUE & Save 15% 🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE You don't have to heal alone. 💥Join the Deep Blue Wave Community Now! https://blueflower.love/deepbluewavecommunity Want to work with Blue? Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ 🌐 Follow Blue- TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love Instagram- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Website- https://blueflower.love ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh
Are you confusing forgiveness with allowing someone to keep hurting you? In this episode, Blue welcomes back Loralin Engel to dive deep into the complexities of childhood, strict parenting, and the ultimate lesson of forgiveness. Loralin shares her experience growing up in a military household and later navigating a relationship with a narcissistic mother who she felt she had to "endure" for decades. We explore the transformative moment in 2019 when a string of personal tragedies—from a house fire to the loss of a close friend—led Loralin to a massive emotional explosion and, eventually, a profound spiritual awakening. This conversation is a roadmap for anyone struggling to separate forgiveness from reconciliation and learning how to trust the "fleeting thoughts" of their highest self. We explore: • The Military Upbringing: Moving from the Philippines to the U.S. • Escaping Suffocation: Why Laurel ran away at age 18 to escape strict authority and the belittling of her friends. • Enduring the Narcissist: Recognizing the cycle of guilt, pity-seeking, and emotional drainage from a self-centered parent. • The Forgiveness Breakthrough: Why choosing to forgive the situation is a soul agreement that doesn't require maintaining a relationship. • Identifying the difference between the ego’s repetitive stories and the higher self’s quiet, single-sentence guidance. Support the Podcast & Save $$ Use Code BLUE & Save 15% 🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE You don't have to heal alone. 💥Join the Deep Blue Wave Community Now! https://blueflower.love/deepbluewavecommunity 🌐 Follow Loralin: https://www.loralinengel.com/ YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/@loralinengel TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@mandalapainter Follow on Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/groups/505181006485344 🌐 Follow Blue- TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love Instagram- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Website- https://blueflower.love ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Want to work with Blue? Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/
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